Waiting for Grayson to Come Home

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• If I Have ToSeptember 23, 2021
  I constantly feel like a terrible mother for having a hard time seeing you in the NICU. If I’m not there, I know they would call me if anything bad were to happen. By that same measure, if I don’t see you then it’s like I can pretend that none of this is happening andContinue reading “If I Have To”
• A Whole Week OldSeptember 23, 2021
  I have been afraid of so many things in my life, some that make sense and some that don’t. I’m afraid of the dark because I don’t see well in it, clowns because I have a sense of self preservation, and fireworks because loud, sudden noises and myself don’t mix well. Tonight I cried inconsolablyContinue reading “A Whole Week Old”